Today marks exactly one year since I became Lizzie alone.

There were quite a few milestones during the year. My very first Thanksgiving alone. First Christmas alone. First Easter alone. You get the picture.

I’ve had a peek at my Self for the first time in many years though. And what I see is an independent, capable and creative woman. I do not live in fear anymore. Fear has nothing to do with me.  I am learning to love myself. I am proud of myself.

My biggest challenge is living in the present, not allowing my thoughts to go constantly and exclusively to the past or what if. I’ve had glimpses of the joy that is now and I want more of it. That is the task I set for myself each day.

I live in a state of gratitude now.  For the unwavering love and support of my family and friends. For the beauty that surrounds me every single day.

I have discovered this year that alone does not mean lonely. Lizzie alone is just fine, thank you very much.